The Divine Mother
If you are just tuning in to my journey, my faith and belief in God has been a key component to my evolution. You see physical maturity does not indicate the completion of your growing process as a spirit. The spirit never stops growing. That is what awakening is all about. Strengthening your connection to the divine so that you can be empowered to show up as the person you were made to be. Expansion is the purpose of the spirit. It is how we evolve.
Six years ago when I could no longer stomach the life I was living, I decided to find a good church home and expand the awareness of the presence of God in my life. The elders in the church called me out to teach, but because I didn’t feel worthy or equipped. I immediately backed out, and quit church completely. The fear was real honey. The thought of teaching God’s word seemed incredibly hypocritical to me. I wanted to keep doing life my way. The catch was I couldn’t. God had indwelled me with the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is like the conscious on steroids. Each time I took a step in the wrong direction, I could hear the whisper of the spirit, “you’re going the wrong way”. The two years that followed my blatant denial of my calling led me down a road of massive fuck ups, in church talk, I backslid like a muthaf****. I was drowning in my misguided decisions. Worse off than before my tribe called me out.
It turns out that you cannot outrun your destiny. I had been baptized. I had to accept my role in the body of humanity. I had to let go of the fantasy to live out my truth. It was time to step into my power. My inexplicable, unshakeable faith in God, my honesty, words of encouragement, candor, love, non-judgement, and wisdom were required. These are just a few of my superpowers that are needed. I just had to realize that I am divinely guided, empowered, and equipped by the Holy Spirit to carry out God’s work on this plane.
It was time for me to step into my power. First be the mother that I needed. Then to be the mother that my daughter needed, so that I may become the mother that my tribe needed. I was called to be a mother, a godly one. A godly mother will always guide you to the truth, cause this ain’t her first time at the rodeo. So that is how I came to be Divine Mother. I trust God more than anything in this world which creates a really special connection. The kind of connection that allows me to pray and receive answers. The kind that allows me to trust without question. The kind that rewards trust, obedience, and faith. The kind that inspires people to follow God’s will for their life, so that they too may live out the beautiful tale that is their life. This is my truth. I am The Divine Mother, cause that’s business.
