Remember Who the Fuck You Are!
I was traveling through this journey called life at 100 miles per hour. Never stopping to look at what was surrounding me. What kind of life had I created around me?
When I finally decided to sit still and be with myself I was able to see so much clearly. I could hardly believe what I saw either. It’s incredible how easy it is to lose sight of where you’ve been and where you are, because you’re focusing on where you’re going. The unfortunate part is that I was going the wrong way. If we allow it, life can take you so far away from your truth that you have no idea what you’re doing. I was going in the opposite direction of what really mattered to me. I got lost and eventually like most of us do forgot who the fuck I was.
It wasn’t until I experienced my “dark night of the soul,” or spiritual crisis that I realized I needed to find my way back. I started seeing small glimpses of the life that the divine had in store for me. I started to remember. Nothing in my life mattered more to me at that point than to get back on the right path. I wanted so desperately to be in contact with my self again. I craved being connected with my mind, body, and spirit - so I started to do the work to turn my ship around. Loving my self day in and day out until it felt right again. I removed anything that was blocking my vision or my connection to the Divine, and low and behold I remembered who the fuck I was. I am not going to lie, at first a bitch was scared. I said to myself and to God, “Really?”.
Spirit showed me clear as day that I am one powerful bitch. In fact I am “That Bitch”. That Bitch that has the power and wherewithal to get through any storm in here life. I have seen the depths of my bottom and I wish not to return. It has taken years of work healing the wounds of past trauma to realize my own personal journey. Stepping into my power makes others feel powerful, and see the beauty in their own life. My love is precious. My power has the ability to set others on their course and realign with the Divine. I must do my part. Every bit of love I fill my cup with is getting me closer to having overflow to pour into another. I had to understand that it was my duty to fill your own cup of love first and give only what poured out. That intricate dance is what keeps the Universe in balance. You see, when you ignore the call it only causes greater damage to yourself, and in turn causes greater damage to natural flow of things. It is for that reason that self love is a priority in my life. Fill your cup, pour the overflow into the cup of another that is incredible need of your love because it is directly connected to the Creator. I felt the calling of my highest self and I answered that call.
There is no greater reward to me in this life, then to live the beautiful abundant life that the Creator has in store for all of us. Take the time and do the work to remember. That is your path to inner peace. The only way to you is through you. It’s time to dig deeper. Remember exactly who the fuck you are. Then show up as that person in the world. You deserve it!
